Tids and bits

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Struggling

I have to admit that currently I am struggling. Struggling with all the stuff I took upon myself, with work, with keeping in touch with people.

Without going too personal, I just want to apologize to everyone that are waiting on me, be it an e-mail, a post, a visit, whatever.

Sometimes you make a bad decision, and by the time you realize you made a mistake you are in the middle of a commitment which can not be left until the contract expires.

Sometimes the best company, and the good money can’t compensate for the feeling of being utterly useless and working on totally aimless things.

And that can take you down quite a few notches.

Ok, lack of vitamins, exercise and such helps a lot with it, too.

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The Sound of Silence

OK, the reason for not writing anywhere, not on my blog, on Tumblr and even owing a post to Zoli Erdos: first I had the flu, then I had a visit to France then my crooked grown wisdom tooth blown up, so basically I am a wreck.

Hard to write when you fight a toothache. But soon. When I can see.

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Officially got the flu

Confirmed by the local medic I got the flu. Fixers are delivering the neccessary supplies to fight the effects, while I spend the days mostly offline under the duvet.

Cheers.

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Sick

I was totally ran over by some taint, so no coherent thoughts from me for the time being.

I hope it will pass pretty soon, I don’t like when my head plays “independence” day.

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Cleaning up

I am cleaning up. Giving away clothes I don’t use, giving away plush animals I got for Christmas, Easter - there is at least one plush rabbit in every basket -, throwing out old papers, magazines, newspapers.

I am definitely a keeper otherwise. I still have the first metal cone I made on the turning-lathe in high school, and everything I got, old postcards, Matchbox, you name it.

So, a couple of sacks and boxes, and then the place will be rid of old stuff I never use actually.By the way, it seems to be a habit lately, as a lot of people on Plurk stated that they are doing the same thing.

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Vacation part 2.

So it is finally set, I will travel to Nancy, France for the first weekend of Octobre.

Flying Friday morning - 3rd of Oct. - I will spend a few hours in Paris, as I promised myself new sunglasses - yes, I know I am a snob, but that’s it. I bought the last one on the Champs Elysees, and lost it while travelling to San Sebastian. I promised myself that I will get the new one from the same place, sentimental value you know, and pampering to my whims.

After that I will jump on the TGV and spend the rest of the weekend near Nancy.

Which means I will have to get a photocamera, because my Nikon D40 is broken.

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Roll over week

Well this one was not. There are times when you simply step in, and don’t really care who tries to shove you aside, you just push back.

Funny it may seem, but there are people who are not really caring about your postion, age, looks, whatever, and simply will not bow before your will.

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Moving UK

Ok, it is embarrassing but I lost the login info for that one. Yes, like, none of my e-mail addresses work with it, so I can’t log into the site anymore.

Sad way to kill it off…

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Busy bee

The relaxing project just got tuned up a notch, so not much time for anything else - except to sleep, I need that too -, but it will have to stop, I have too much things to do that got neglected.

And I really have to find time for a visit to a haircutter.